V feels as pathetic as he looks in the short time between ending his words, his long stream of words that he barely controlled, and Nero's response. He may as well have eviscerated himself and offered his organs to Nero, how raw it feels. How quickly that could turn to rejection and crumble to dust.
One word, and his feeling feel foolish. Childish even. Nero has never treated him cruelly and helped him where Dante focused on the mission, on Urizen, on (in his mind) Vergil. Nero is not the person to reject V out of hand. If he were, they would not be on this walk or having this conversation. A simple exchange about being busy caring for Vergil and Dante would have been enough. V would have respected that answer and left. Instead, it's this uncertain unsteady footing.
"That may be the most apt description of me I've heard," V remarks dryly. Not nothing, no matter what Vergil thought in the moment he discarded V. He's the human weakness left behind and more. That weakness is more than weakness. Without his need for others, his experience asking for help, he could not have reached out to Nero as he had. As he is.
"We have the time," V says. They're walking nowhere so far as he knows. It's farther from the parts of Epiphany he's become familiar with. They walk, and V has no further idea what they might do together—eat? fight? Nero rejected the idea of the arcade (just as well, V cares little for the location on a personal level, more at ease in a bookstore or library). "I'm in a guest cabin near Elder Mother Station. Until I find more permanent housing."
One word, and his feeling feel foolish. Childish even. Nero has never treated him cruelly and helped him where Dante focused on the mission, on Urizen, on (in his mind) Vergil. Nero is not the person to reject V out of hand. If he were, they would not be on this walk or having this conversation. A simple exchange about being busy caring for Vergil and Dante would have been enough. V would have respected that answer and left. Instead, it's this uncertain unsteady footing.
"That may be the most apt description of me I've heard," V remarks dryly. Not nothing, no matter what Vergil thought in the moment he discarded V. He's the human weakness left behind and more. That weakness is more than weakness. Without his need for others, his experience asking for help, he could not have reached out to Nero as he had. As he is.
"We have the time," V says. They're walking nowhere so far as he knows. It's farther from the parts of Epiphany he's become familiar with. They walk, and V has no further idea what they might do together—eat? fight? Nero rejected the idea of the arcade (just as well, V cares little for the location on a personal level, more at ease in a bookstore or library). "I'm in a guest cabin near Elder Mother Station. Until I find more permanent housing."
I might need to go and find some more, my options are limited...
[She tilts her head back, letting him have easier access to her throat as her eyes flutter closed. As lovely as it is to have the sensation of his lips against her skin and the strange new feeling of having two distinctly human hands on her body, there's a certain neglected part of her that craves more. She shifts slightly until she's able to straddle his lap, and settles herself with her legs astride his hips, moaning low as she finally brushes against him. They may still be clothed (barely) at the point of contact, but it doesn't make it any less electric when she rubs against his erection at last.]
I want you to tell me what you need.
[She knows what she needs but she's also very aware that he's the one who's been pining for her for seven months when it's only been two for her. As far as she's concerned, his needs outweigh hers... at least for now.]
[She tilts her head back, letting him have easier access to her throat as her eyes flutter closed. As lovely as it is to have the sensation of his lips against her skin and the strange new feeling of having two distinctly human hands on her body, there's a certain neglected part of her that craves more. She shifts slightly until she's able to straddle his lap, and settles herself with her legs astride his hips, moaning low as she finally brushes against him. They may still be clothed (barely) at the point of contact, but it doesn't make it any less electric when she rubs against his erection at last.]
I want you to tell me what you need.
[She knows what she needs but she's also very aware that he's the one who's been pining for her for seven months when it's only been two for her. As far as she's concerned, his needs outweigh hers... at least for now.]
Appropriate that Nero would identify what V is better than Vergil in some regards. Vergil knows V inside and out, having been him, yet that also leaves him too close. He's too close to V to understand everything—to understand the idea of a future where V persists. They're awkward around each other and mean something, but neither of them ventures to put it into words. Nero goes there and hits it in one. He seemed less powerful, less trained, less familiar with his power than Vergil or Dante, but he's more... something.
V only observes for now. Everything is too tenuous to say anything about anything. V doesn't know Nero the way Vergil or Dante does. Say the wrong thing, and what little they have could evaporate. Get cut. Cast off.
"It's nicer than anything I've known," V says. He may push the limits of how long one is expected to stay. The Lapine neighborhood is also close. He may wind up there, living in a burrow like a hobbit. The housing in Folkmore is all adequate, what V has seen of it, but he chose the guest cabin because it's close to the neighborhood Vergil said they lived in. He's stayed for that reason. "You too should call on me if you need something."
Something Vergil and Dante cannot provide. So pretty much, nothing.
V only observes for now. Everything is too tenuous to say anything about anything. V doesn't know Nero the way Vergil or Dante does. Say the wrong thing, and what little they have could evaporate. Get cut. Cast off.
"It's nicer than anything I've known," V says. He may push the limits of how long one is expected to stay. The Lapine neighborhood is also close. He may wind up there, living in a burrow like a hobbit. The housing in Folkmore is all adequate, what V has seen of it, but he chose the guest cabin because it's close to the neighborhood Vergil said they lived in. He's stayed for that reason. "You too should call on me if you need something."
Something Vergil and Dante cannot provide. So pretty much, nothing.
[As self-conscious as Nero is when it comes to swearing around her, at times like this Kyrie can’t help but take it as something of a compliment, a sign that his self-control is slipping in the best of ways.
Hers is hanging by a thread as it is as her world contracts to just the two of them, on this bed, wearing far, far too many clothes. She doesn’t need to shop for more, she’d quite happily never wear clothes again if it meant staying like this.
Cheeks flushed, lips swollen from kissing and panting softly, she pauses from riding him as he proclaims his intentions and just melts. It’s like falling in love with him all over again.
She nods emphatically.]
Yes-
[Her voice catches somewhere in her throat and she snatches another needy, hungry kiss from him, her hips moving on him again to punctuate how emphatically she approves of his needs.]
Yes please, I need that too. I really do.
Hers is hanging by a thread as it is as her world contracts to just the two of them, on this bed, wearing far, far too many clothes. She doesn’t need to shop for more, she’d quite happily never wear clothes again if it meant staying like this.
Cheeks flushed, lips swollen from kissing and panting softly, she pauses from riding him as he proclaims his intentions and just melts. It’s like falling in love with him all over again.
She nods emphatically.]
Yes-
[Her voice catches somewhere in her throat and she snatches another needy, hungry kiss from him, her hips moving on him again to punctuate how emphatically she approves of his needs.]
Yes please, I need that too. I really do.
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